Tayo’s Infertility Diary 59: Messed Up

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October 26th, 2008

Well, I’m just waiting for Javier to get back, and it is BD time. We were going to wait until morning, but the darned CBFM monitor and sticks messed up again, and i think i may have had my peak today!

Anyways, tomorrow I have major housework to do, as someone is coming round to value the house in case we decide we are moving! It’s been a discussion we’ve been having for a few weeks…about moving to a bigger house, in anticipation of baby coming.

Yep, we’re thinking positive!

 

October 27th, 2008

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Javier had to go away for work today, and he is away until Friday now! I am being brave and staying in the house by myself until he is back. I am fed up of driving for hours, just so I don’t have to be here by myself.

Anyways, we got the house valued today and although the market is bad at the moment, we should get back what we paid for it a year ago, and so when Javier is back, we will be making plans to move! I love my house, but I need to start planning for the future.

As for the CBFM and sticks, it’s safe to say that they have messed up. The monitor says HIGH, but yesterday the stick was like a PEAK when I looked, and today they were lighter, so we will see what tomorrows says, although no more BDing until Friday, as my BD partner won’t be here.

 

October 28th, 2008

CD16, I DPO (HIGH)

I have decided that I ovulated yesterday, as the monitor has messed up for the 2nd month! it is actually a day earlier than normal, but hey ho! So I’m in the 2ww now, and off work! I will probably be in trouble when I get back as I didn’t book holiday for this week, and next week I have lieu time for my two main days, but there is a departmental meeting on the Friday but I’m going away with Javier (just his work- not holiday), and I’m not coming back for a half day! I do a lot of work at home though, so it’s not like I’m lazy, and I do have to travel 60miles, so I should be allowed to work from home when I don’t have any classes, shouldn’t I?!

Well, if I got my ovulation date right, my baby will be due around the 20th July, 2009. AF is due on 11th Nov – which is also test date, but I have ordered cheap home pregnancy tests, so that I can be a POAS addict this cycle. Yep, still thinking positive!

Oh, and I got another text from Ugo today. Ha! Egba mi! This boy shouldn’t put me in trouble, abeg oh! This is the 3rd time in a few days that he’s asking if we can do lunch! I’m not ready for this drama!

Which brings me to the fact that I haven’t returned to see Solape and the baby yet. Yes, we’ve been talking on the phone, but I do need to get my ass over there soon. What kind of Godmother would I be if I don’t see my darling Amara as often as I can?!

 

October 29th, 2008

2 DPO

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When Javier is away and I am in the house by myself, I go to bed late so that I have less hours in the dark by myself. So last night, I was reading until after midnight and fell asleep really tired. At 2:45am, the landline woke me up and I saw it was a call from Javier’s mobile phone. I panicked and when I listened, I think it was just in his pocket and he didn’t realise he had called, and then the line went dead! So I tried to go back to sleep, and kept having nightmares and could hear the phone ringing, even though it wasn’t! I’m definitely going to be having some strong words with him, especially about what he was doing at that time of night!

Yesterday, I noticed that I had CM (unusual for me lately, as I seem to be dry most of the time!) so I checked, in case it was EWCM, but no lots of creamy CM, and my cervical position was medium, firm and closed, and so I think I’m definitely in my 2ww.

The heating must have kicked in last night with all the frost, and I finally put our winter quilt, especially because I’m by myself. But I ended up literally roasting!  I also think it is my hormones. I have also noticed my boobs are a bit 2ww-ish, but this is all very early unless I have ovulated earlier than I thought?

Let’s hope saving the swimmers and visualisation has worked for us this month! LOL!

Fingers crossed!

 

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Catch up on Tayo’s Story here:

  1. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 1: The Beginning
  2. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 2: Little Drops…Big Drops 
  3. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 3: Time Keeper
  4. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 4: Don’t Faint…Don’t Look
  5. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 5: The Afterglow
  6. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 6: Irony
  7. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 7: Adulterer
  8. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 8: Catch 22
  9. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 9: Sister, Sister
  10. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 10: Goose Bumps 
  11. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 11: Gold Digger
  12. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 12: Peak
  13. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 13: Road Trip
  14. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 14: Emotional
  15. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 15: Awful Mess
  16. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 16: Pink Dresses
  17. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 17: My Love
  18. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 18: Summer
  19. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 19: Mindset
  20. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 20: High Street
  21. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 21: Bored, Fat, Sad
  22. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 22: Lessons Learnt
  23. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 23: The Dress versus the Tee-Shirt
  24. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 24: The Hen Night
  25. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 25: Minding my business
  26. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 26: Notice!
  27. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 27: Spotting & Shopping
  28. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 28: Messing About
  29. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 29: Wedding in Tuscany
  30. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 30: Lucky Girl
  31. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 31: The Rescue Plan
  32. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 32: Active Imagination
  33. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 33: Covered Bases
  34. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 34: Homecoming
  35. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 35: House Arrest
  36. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 36: Perfect Stranger
  37. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 37: Evil Genius
  38. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 38: Busy People
  39. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 39: Voltron Moves
  40. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 40: Swinging like a Pendulum 
  41. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 41: Back home
  42. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 42: Kinky Boo
  43. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 43: Divorce is not my portion!
  44. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 44: Get the behind me!
  45. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 45: Different Strokes
  46. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 46: How Far?
  47. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 47: The Pressure
  48. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 48: Yankee Virgin
  49. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 49: Sexy Mama
  50. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 50: The Big 40
  51. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 51: Wait & See
  52. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 52: Life is too short
  53. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 53: Work something out
  54. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 54: Hello Godmother
  55. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 55: A Beautiful Thing
  56. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 56: Raging Demands
  57. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 57: On the rebound
  58. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 58: Limbo

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