Tayo’s Infertility Diary 54: Hello, Godmother

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September 20th, 2008

CD7 HIGH

Yesterday was my birthday, and I had a wonderful one! Javier surprised me my showing up from his training (I was dreading having to spend the day alone), and he got me this gorgeous jewellery set. My mom and brothers also sent me lovely gifts, as they always do. My birthday always puts a huge smile on my face, and this year was no different. I was scared that this TTC business would change it, but thankfully, it didn’t!

With Javier back early, we started BD’ing immediately! And I got a HIGH on my CBFM today, which is the earliest EVER! What a lovely birthday present!

 

September 21st, 2008

CD8

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Hello Godmother! I’m here! I arrived last night at 7.46pm. Can’t wait to meet you! Love, Amarachi

That was the text I woke up to. As it was sent from Solape’s number, it wasn’t rocket science to suss out that she’d had her baby. Sitting up in bed, I found myself feeling out of sorts. I couldn’t tell if I was happy or sad, excited or depressed. I was probably all of those things…or none. I might even have been a tad bit jealous.

Sighing, I knew I couldn’t ignore the text. This wasn’t some casual friend I could just say congrats to over the phone. I had to show up, especially as I was being touted the baby’s Godmother!

If I’m to be honest with myself, it is the thought of seeing Ugo again that I’m dreading the most. I still can’t put my finger on what exactly was there between us in Nigeria, but whatever it was, it absolutely can never be given any life. I love my husband waaaaay too much to mess it up with some random man, who happens to my friend’s baby daddy! Nah, that aint never gonna happen.

Getting myself together, I texted a cheerful Yaaaay! That is so awesome! God mummy is coming to see you soon. Kisses to Mom and Dad….and then I backtracked and deleted the Dad….Kisses to Mom, and try to let her get some rest! xoxoxo

Na wa oh! So Solape is now a Mom. My unmarried friend who was sleeping with multiple men is now a mother, whilst I, Omotayo, good girl to the bone, am here struggling. Na wa!

 

September 25th, 2008

I haven’t been able to see Solace. I couldn’t manage it that Sunday, and by Monday, I had to leave for Amsterdam. I’m back safe and sound, and thankfully, no one asked me any pee questions. I also managed to get Friday off so i am not in work until Wednesday now. I love this job!!!

Anyways, Solace has to wait, as I am about to get dressed, pack another bag and drive the 5 hours to Javier, for a few days of important BD! Solace already has her baby…let me try and get my own. Abi?

 

September 26th, 2008

CD13, HIGH

So I am very fertile this month, according to the monitor as I have had HIGHs since CD7! I reckon CD16 will be ovulation day, as usual.
Well, I drove all the way to Javier way and then we both chatted and fell asleep!!! But we made up for it this morning before he went to work. We used a little pre-seed and with legs in the air.

It’s looking like a fun weekend, with swimming and movies…and of course BD!!!

 

September 27th, 2008

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We have to BD in tonight!!! I’m waiting for Javier to come back from work, and I reckon i will get a PEAK tomorrow, so Monday will count as ovulation day, and then the 2ww will start on Tuesday. The weekend is going okay. I had too much to drink last night. Javier’s colleagues were celebrating a birthday, so there was lots of cake and champagne! I got a bit of work done, swam a bit and watched some movies. I can’t complain!!!

 

September 28th, 2008

CD15, PEAK (I think!!!)

I was so tired that I didn’t look properly at the monitor in the semidarkness, and I think I took the stick out before i should have. When I looked at the stick, it had no lines but half an hour later it had peak lines, but the monitor won’t let me put it back in, and it is now showing HIGH, so I’ve messed it up. Ah well!

September 29th, 2008

CD16, HIGH

The bloody stick was not as dark as yesterday’s, and so the monitor thinks I haven’t ovulated yet, and I am on my 2nd set of 10 sticks!  However, I had an odd ovulation stick so I did it last night before bed, without holding my pee and it was nearly as dark as the control line, and so there is no doubt that yesterday was the surge and today will be classed as ovulation, and tomorrow begins the 2ww…exactly as I predicted.

Let the games begin!

 

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Catch up on Tayo’s Story here:

  1. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 1: The Beginning
  2. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 2: Little Drops…Big Drops 
  3. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 3: Time Keeper
  4. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 4: Don’t Faint…Don’t Look
  5. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 5: The Afterglow
  6. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 6: Irony
  7. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 7: Adulterer
  8. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 8: Catch 22
  9. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 9: Sister, Sister
  10. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 10: Goose Bumps 
  11. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 11: Gold Digger
  12. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 12: Peak
  13. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 13: Road Trip
  14. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 14: Emotional
  15. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 15: Awful Mess
  16. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 16: Pink Dresses
  17. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 17: My Love
  18. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 18: Summer
  19. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 19: Mindset
  20. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 20: High Street
  21. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 21: Bored, Fat, Sad
  22. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 22: Lessons Learnt
  23. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 23: The Dress versus the Tee-Shirt
  24. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 24: The Hen Night
  25. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 25: Minding my business
  26. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 26: Notice!
  27. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 27: Spotting & Shopping
  28. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 28: Messing About
  29. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 29: Wedding in Tuscany
  30. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 30: Lucky Girl
  31. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 31: The Rescue Plan
  32. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 32: Active Imagination
  33. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 33: Covered Bases
  34. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 34: Homecoming
  35. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 35: House Arrest
  36. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 36: Perfect Stranger
  37. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 37: Evil Genius
  38. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 38: Busy People
  39. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 39: Voltron Moves
  40. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 40: Swinging like a Pendulum 
  41. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 41: Back home
  42. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 42: Kinky Boo
  43. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 43: Divorce is not my portion!
  44. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 44: Get the behind me!
  45. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 45: Different Strokes
  46. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 46: How Far?
  47. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 47: The Pressure
  48. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 48: Yankee Virgin
  49. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 49: Sexy Mama
  50. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 50: The Big 40
  51. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 51: Wait & See
  52. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 52: Life is too short
  53. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 53: Work something out

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