Tayo’s Infertility Diary 52: Life is too short!

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September 4th, 2008

DPO Unknown!

Okay, I was 7DPO today but yesterday I thought I was, but I obviously didn’t read my chart right or I am really tired being so busy. So, I have set my Fertility Friends chart by my own monitor, which knocks me back to 5DPO as I actually feel earlier in my cycle and it means I’ll have to wait a bit longer to test.

With my birthday loading, it dawned on me that I don’t have any real desires per say. Scratch that…I know exactly what I want. A baby!

 

September 7th, 2008

CD 22, 8DPO

I have no symptoms at all – except slightly bigger/heavy boobs, which is normal. If I am 8DPO, by tomorrow or the next day, I could start spotting. If I am 10DPO (which FF thinks), I could start spotting today. Either way, if I don’t, it all gets very exciting.

September 9th, 2009

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Well, I tested this morning and got a BFN. I was actually expecting that, and I only tested because Javier was talking about when I could test, I think it got me thinking. I think it is too early though. I also think FF is wrong and i am either 10DPO and ovulated 2days early, or the monitor is wrong and I ovulated  on CD16 as usual, which makes me 8DPO. If FF turns out to be right and I am 12DPO, and have no spotting, I must be preggo but not HCG showing yet. Ii think i am right and not FF or my monitor! So tomorrow or Thursday, I should start spotting. As far as symptoms go, there have been none, apart from slightly tender boobs and irritability which could both be PMS!

September 10th, 2008

Well, I spoke too soon as my CM has a shade of spotting, which is how it always starts, but I still can’t work out how many DPO I am, so I’ll just have to wait for it to show in full. Boo!

 

September 11th, 2008

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Well, I have decided that FF and the monitor are wrong and CD16 as usual was my ovulation day – but it doesn’t really make a lot of difference as that makes me 10DPO, and I start spotting normally today and will have longer for AF to arrive.

I found myself grappling with boredom today, so I decided to write to a few two friends whom I have fallen out with, because I feel they have let me down. We were close(ish) in Uni, and they had said a few not-so-great stuff about Javier and my decision to marry him. There had been the showdown of life, after which both ladies had drifted from my life. Well, life is too short and they are not attempting a white flag, so I’ll give in!

As I hit the send button on the second e-mail, I couldn’t help but wonder about Solace…and Ugo. We haven’t spoken since my return from Vegas…actually, we hadn’t even spoken for a couple of weeks before my trip. She must be pretty close to her due date…that is, if she hasn’t already had the baby sef. I won’t put it past her to code that piece of information. But I doubt it sha. I would have heard somehow. I probably need to make the move to call her or something.

Tomorrow, abeg!

 

September 12th, 2008

This my spotting, na wa sef!

The spotting is so light, it can probably only be seen by someone who suffers it ! Well, until last night when it ran down my leg on the way to bed. I don’t even know what to think anymore

 

September 13th, 2008

CD28

So still waiting for AF’s full arrival!

i had spotting and clots and temps dropped. I hope she comes properly tomorrow, as this part is the worst.

 

September 14th, 2008

CD1 of Cycle 8 since Miscarriage

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Obviously the first day of a full blown period. I was not in my best frame of mind, and looking through a catalogue this morning and seeing the prams and cots didn’t help!

Javier also was trying to think when the MOT on his car was due, and said it was around the time of his grandmother’s death anniversary 23rd Oct which, incidentally, was the day my baby was due! Happy days!

Anyway, I have to spend the day in my study today, prepping myself for work tomorrow. I can hardly wait!

 

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Catch up on Tayo’s Story here:

  1. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 1: The Beginning
  2. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 2: Little Drops…Big Drops 
  3. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 3: Time Keeper
  4. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 4: Don’t Faint…Don’t Look
  5. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 5: The Afterglow
  6. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 6: Irony
  7. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 7: Adulterer
  8. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 8: Catch 22
  9. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 9: Sister, Sister
  10. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 10: Goose Bumps 
  11. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 11: Gold Digger
  12. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 12: Peak
  13. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 13: Road Trip
  14. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 14: Emotional
  15. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 15: Awful Mess
  16. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 16: Pink Dresses
  17. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 17: My Love
  18. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 18: Summer
  19. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 19: Mindset
  20. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 20: High Street
  21. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 21: Bored, Fat, Sad
  22. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 22: Lessons Learnt
  23. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 23: The Dress versus the Tee-Shirt
  24. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 24: The Hen Night
  25. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 25: Minding my business
  26. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 26: Notice!
  27. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 27: Spotting & Shopping
  28. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 28: Messing About
  29. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 29: Wedding in Tuscany
  30. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 30: Lucky Girl
  31. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 31: The Rescue Plan
  32. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 32: Active Imagination
  33. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 33: Covered Bases
  34. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 34: Homecoming
  35. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 35: House Arrest
  36. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 36: Perfect Stranger
  37. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 37: Evil Genius
  38. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 38: Busy People
  39. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 39: Voltron Moves
  40. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 40: Swinging like a Pendulum 
  41. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 41: Back home
  42. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 42: Kinky Boo
  43. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 43: Divorce is not my portion!
  44. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 44: Get the behind me!
  45. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 45: Different Strokes
  46. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 46: How Far?
  47. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 47: The Pressure
  48. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 48: Yankee Virgin
  49. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 49: Sexy Mama
  50. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 50: The Big 40
  51. Tayo’s Infertility Diary 51: Wait & See

 

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