My dearest Uchay @uchay, that’s exactly how it was for me during my 2nd cycle. I was so unexcited! I was almost just going through the motions really. I wanted so badly to manage my expectations, so as to avoid the crushing disappointment from the failed cycle. So I totally get it.
My dear, it’s okay not to be doing cartwheels in excitement. Just do what you can, and leave the rest for God. God willing, the excitement will come in a few weeks on its own